tell my small child self that school is going to suck for a lot of years but will be better eventually, and by the time I went to a school that had a locker it didn't seem exciting anymore and no I do not get a boyfriend in high school and yes that is okay. Also that even though it seems like all the teachers at school hate me, I have proof that they don't because I found my old report cards and they said nice things about me on them. Also the reason everyone keeps getting so mad at me is that it will be years until I am properly diagnosed with autism so at the moment everyone thinks I'm acting weirdly specifically to spite them. Also as hard as it is to grasp, people keep picking on me because I react so intensely when they harass me and like seeing me get in trouble for it. Also the girl who plays beanie babies with me who keeps telling me to tell my parents to buy me more beanie babies and then give them to her is not someone with my best interests in mind. Also even though the teachers insist I should be friends with the girl who keeps bullying me, I should absolutely cut things off with her because they're basically enabling an abusive friendship. Also no mom did not sell the old car because I threw up in it and she did not realize I took her seriously when she said that and had horrible guilt about it for years. Also she is totally willing to buy me a playmobil set even if she instantly said no when she saw me looking at a barbie dream house at toys-r-us so it's totally worth asking for one. Also don't call mom "the late mrs. mayer" because grandma says it because grandma actually doesn't like mom much and she's teaching me to say something that hurts mom's feelings.
I was too young to understand a lot of what was happening in the 90s so there's really not a lot I can think of to do other than check up on my younger self. Unless there's some movies I wanna go see in theater, maybe.
