Frenemy=Frenetic Enemy
Shell Game, March 27, 2024, 12:08:11 am

I've had a significant amount of wine and while I wouldn't say I'm drunk, I'm definitely suggestibly tipsy. So here I am!

DIJON DU JOUR - the depths of your creativity and the fervor with which you pursue it is intimidating and powerful. you're such a whimsical powerhouse and i'm so happy to be your friend.

THE HEAVENATOR - when i learned to tell that surly heave wasn't in fact surly heave but socially awkward heave you became such a relatable pal. you've got such a delightfully acidic personality and i hope you know i adore you for it

[REDACTED] - you're an incredible font of information and your commitment to your interests is way more admirable than you'll ever allow yourself to think, but you deserve to hear it all the same

FRANK WEST - hi! i love you <3

BOOTS RAINGEAR - you're such an endearing and touching individual, i love how empathetic you are almost as much as i love how knowledgeable you are. you always explain things in such approachable ways. you're a fantastic friend.

PORTAXX - it can't be overstated how much you've inspired me, you're such a unique and genuine artist and person and lining up with the beat of your drum is always fun. from the blackblood alliance parody all the way to the reindeer games and beyond you're just... so cool! i hope you know that

SANGUINARY NOVEL - YOU ARE TOO GIVING. but i'm not actually trying to change that. you're a gem, filled with creativity and understanding and i want you to know that every time i look at the pens and scrap paper you sent me, I feel a little closer to getting back on the art horse. I imagine sitting at a coffee shop with you and drawing a zine together like I once did with an old friend of mine.

THE LIZZERD - you're like. the coolest young person around these parts, i don't care how that sounds to all the others. you're a fucking modern punk weirdo and you should own it. (yes even the ~normal~ parts of you, that's your generation, you all do normal things, but you also are unrepentantly yourself so just keep it up!)

VICTOR - You intimidate me. You're so composed and mature. And because of that, I haven't asked you on Extra Credit, because I'm nervous!!! I'm scared you'll be annoyed or have a bad time. I don't want to wear the shine off of your perception of me and that means I get hesitant to reach out. Ironically, I still feel like I'm leaving a bad impression by not doing anything so maybe soon I'll just rip off the bandage and ask. I want it to be just right...

Okay I have to go, I would've gotten to more of you but I ran out of time sorry. Maybe I'll do this again when I am in the right drunken headspace. Your omission is not a mark against you! Ilu all~
Shell Game, January 17, 2024, 11:34:46 pm