I've looked at my budget tonight and there's just no fucking way I can move out. And not but a few hundred, but a few thousand. I really wantef away from my shit upstairs neighbor and move somewhere cheaper, but I can't cover the cost of the apartments and the deposits in one month, on top of moving fees.
Trying to look at the silver lining and tell myself that moving puts me and others in unnecessary risk and stuff, and it lessens the sting, but fuckkkk goddamn. Maybe I can just buy a couple gallons of flat white and make this shit more bearable.
I just need to keep looking at the bright side of things,. I'm healthy, my cats are healthy, I'm a sizeable distance away from shitty family, and I still have a job, for now (even more of a reason to keep what meager savings i do have squirreled away). Oh man, and to have any savings whatsoever!!n a year ago I didn't even have that! I'm full, happy, and drunk, and a friend drew a very rad portrait of me, so life will be okay
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