Came home from an entire 5 hours of hyperfocus and just EXTREMELY wired. So I've decided to drink and depress this mood into something manageable and be able to sleep.
Sensible? Hell no. Dear Lord no. Emphatically no. No bueno. Incredibly unsustainable. But I need to get to sleep soon enough to wake up on time to join a gym to finally tire myself out in a way that DOESN'T destroy my liver. And just feel better about my corporal form.
Edit: dude it is impressive how much I can drink in this state and still be functional...ish. Usually this oz level puts me in a stupor, but damn. Time to drink some water
Edit 2: Note to future SN: self-medicating with alcohol in this state is a fools errand you fool, you fucking moron. It's taken twice the amount of alcohol to bring me down, and it's the same time it would have been had I just laid in bed and be mad about it. Also, less side effects. Dumb as hell.