STOG, you're probably the most relatable ridiculist of the bunch. the way you talk to the others, your quips and quirks, they're all something that i see in myself. and it has always meant a lot to me to be able to listen to someone who talks like i do, to people who don't totally get it but still love it. to put it simply, you're hilarious and relatable. thanks for being you.
the past few months have been really weird for everyone, but i'm glad you've started to piece things together. depression is awful, anxiety is awful. ASD is...not awful, just a unique experience. it has its not so nice side but there's plenty to embrace, too. the clarity that comes with a diagnosis in adulthood is really something.
it's been a joy to listen to you for the past few years. i hope you find success with your new job, and that things get easier for you now that you have some answers.
p.s. i also ride my bike at night except i play pokemon go at the same time and blast breakcore on my speaker
p.p.s. lifting 100 pounds of paper? gimme your workout routine dude