The building owner hosted a holiday party with an open bar so guess who's sobering up at the office until I'm okay to drive!!
SECRET: IT'S ME
What garbage i'm posting means I have quite a bit of water and time to go before I'm okay to drive like a two miles home.
In drunk thoughts: I'm trying to slough off everything and start anew, but there a a lot of good things awaiting me once i Do. It's taking far longer than I want, and expected, really, but I can't wait to start new in a different city. Not that it'lls stop the same habits that put me in this place, but maybe getting rid of the mantle of guilt will help starting over. I'm so tired of guilt. You think at 30 guilt would stop being such a thing. Like I thought this was the age that you're all like "FUCK IT I'LL DO WHAT I WANT" but who you are and your flaws don't fundamentally chang3e.
Also I'm quite literally hiccuping right now cleaning person don't judge me. I still have enough faculties to not drive drunk at least give me this.