May 15 04:32am
I'm drunk and have things to say. *hiccup* (post #740)
I just want to be okay with myself. Why was teenage me confident enought to in real life be like "hey call me he/him and male name" and then I stopped that went I went to college. I ghosted all's my old friends. Im now dating this guy who is amazing but I don't think we'd be dating if I had already pushed to be trans. And idk I have a good job making 68k per year. Like I'm doing OKAY. but I hate myself. I hate how I didnt do what I wanted to. I used to be like as soon as I move out I'm gonna be myself but I didn't. And now drunk me just goes online and is like "what if I was male"